Went to visit my great-grandmother yesterday. She has been bedridden for years since I was in secondary school. Having lost all her motor functions, she now depends on her daughter to feed her milk through a tube from her nose. She reminds me of my grandfather, whose lived similarly for his final years. Seriously, I miss my grandfather. Losing him was the first time I lose someone close. And, it wasn't pleasant. I guess that's probably why I hate death so much.

Alright, on a slightly brighter note, my great-grandmother has such goooood complexion! It puts mine to shame!! Her is so radiant, and (according to my sister) she doesn't seem to have any pore! We wondered why. During dinnertime, a realization stroke me. Her diet!! Perhaps her oil-less, perservative-less diet is the source of her Q Q and smooth complexion. Now, I am thinking what kinda diet I'm having.. Will chemicals and fats I have consumed corrode all my precious organs?? Or are they corroded? I can't bear to imagine!