Drained.
Tired of
school,
expectations,
conflict,
deads
...
The peak period is here again! I don't feel like doing anything but sleep. This semester is really tiring (most probably because of my lousy timetable). I know I have to press on, and I am. So, I pray that things will sort out as days progress. Hope I won't flunk my electives. Hope I get to do my PA.
Things are very simple. Don't know why have to make it so complicated. Thought everything would be back to normal again. Now I sense something is going to happen again. Neverminds. Sometimes, it is better to left it to fate.
Jia you! There will be another beautiful rainbow soon, after all the struggles and hard work!
On a brighter note, I am so touched by my family's concerns. After the second dead case in NTU, my mum told my sister to pass me a message. She wanted me to know that I should just do my best and not push myself too hard. My grandma too. My sister told me that she will be really sad if I committed suicide. Haha. Many many years ago, that thought did surfaced. However, I grew to learn that suicide is a form of escapism. The problem might end for me. However, I am creating greater problems and sorrows to the ones I love. I don't think I am able to forget myself for that. So, let's not escape, and try to work things out ya!!
C'est la vie.
Do our best!
Tired of
school,
expectations,
conflict,
deads
...
The peak period is here again! I don't feel like doing anything but sleep. This semester is really tiring (most probably because of my lousy timetable). I know I have to press on, and I am. So, I pray that things will sort out as days progress. Hope I won't flunk my electives. Hope I get to do my PA.
Things are very simple. Don't know why have to make it so complicated. Thought everything would be back to normal again. Now I sense something is going to happen again. Neverminds. Sometimes, it is better to left it to fate.
Jia you! There will be another beautiful rainbow soon, after all the struggles and hard work!
On a brighter note, I am so touched by my family's concerns. After the second dead case in NTU, my mum told my sister to pass me a message. She wanted me to know that I should just do my best and not push myself too hard. My grandma too. My sister told me that she will be really sad if I committed suicide. Haha. Many many years ago, that thought did surfaced. However, I grew to learn that suicide is a form of escapism. The problem might end for me. However, I am creating greater problems and sorrows to the ones I love. I don't think I am able to forget myself for that. So, let's not escape, and try to work things out ya!!
C'est la vie.
Do our best!